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He’d come over several times a week and would sometimes stay over, too; you had never paid much mind to how thin the walls in the apartment were, but when he slept over the first time, the realization was painful.
Your friend would often tell you about Jun, how sweet he was and what kind of dorky things he had done recently, not to forget his intelligence and talent in several fields.
Genre: Angst one-shot series Note: I think this is a pretty angst one… The scene that you saw moments ago was like an old VCR tape on replay, the images were black and white, everything was blurry and it was confusing you. That night after you drunk confessed to him, he gave you answer.“I’m not crazy over you, but if you want, I’m willing to give it a try.”He left the choice to you, whether you wanted to start something with him or not. ”The accusation seemed to take him by surprise, you remember how his cheeks remained unflushed, even though he was both tired and tipsy that night.“It’s not that… Maybe the next sentence was what you regretted the most that night?
No fluff or bittersweet whatsoever unlike my usual ones! ”Yoongi’s voice seemed so distant, your eyes unable to focus on his face which was so concerned. Trying to dismiss what he had already started as fast as he could- but you caught on.
You wanted to be that perfect girlfriend, so that he could like you. Maybe if Jungkook hadn’t told you, it would be different. Yet the only sentence that you could hear in your mind is: “I’m not crazy about you.”You keep telling yourself, it’s okay.
He’ll like you, he’ll learn to accept you, he said he’s already over her.
You didn’t realize that Yoongi had left the room until you heard the door close.“Y/N?
Part One (Wrong Paths) | Part Two (Crossroad) | Part Three (Mistimed) | Part Four (Parallels) | Part Five (Infinity)Check out other stuff I’ve written here********************************************************************************“Hey, look at me, Y/N, what happened? He named two girls that you had heard of before, and then he stopped abruptly.
Then the tape stopped, and the last scene became clearer. I just don’t want to hurt anyone.” You looked at him straight in the eyes, and he seemed to be shocked by how bold you were. “You don’t get to back out now, tell me.” You had said to him, forcing yourself to sound more carefree and relaxed.
You jerked your head up, except it wasn’t Yoongi that you saw, it was your boyfriend pulling the door to the game room open.“Jungkook come check on Y/N,” Yoongi quickly stood up in relief and pointed at you, unaware that you had snapped back from your trance. ”In that moment, it was like a bucket of ice water was dumped over your head, and instantly you were shaking. You also didn’t feel a thing when he tried to tell you he was over it. You felt your legs buckle beneath you, but somehow, you kept your figure upright. Pride was something that you had put behind you that night, until he said her name, until that exact moment. At that point, you didn’t know if it was your feelings for him that stopped you from letting go; or the simple thought of not giving up. It was only a month and a half in, and what he had said was slowly devouring you.
“I think something happened, she’s not responding.”Jungkook blinked in surprise, and walked over carefully, examining you through his long bangs. Wrapping your own hands around your arms, you tried to stop, but you couldn’t. Jungkook reached out his hand, you flinched back a mere centimeter. So three days later, you told him, you wanted to try it out. Every time you saw them standing next to each other, every time they said hi, every time you weren’t with one of them… You joked about his crush on her, you pretended not to notice when they were talking to each other, you never questioned or asked him about it after that.